I’d say that this might derive from the addiction that cutting is. You miss the feeling because your body is used to it and you have developed a certain circle that is now broken. Like I told you after you felt the sadness again for a short time - your mind is not quite ready and still a little trapped inside the addiction. And this is where it gets ‘difficult’: I can’t tell you anything really working wonders - you have to push trough, to believe in yourself and to resist the urge. Try keeping your mind off of it with anything you can think of. Gaming, writing, singing, walking, a hot shower, masturbation maybe (if you do that?), drawing, watching something that keeps you distractet - anything that comes to mind.
Stay strong. You don’t need this anymore. You don’t need to do this. You don’t need to bleed. You need to be whole and healthy and without pain. And I know you can resist the urge =)